SNUFFY // animation meme [FNF]

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✰ original: https://youtu.be/DtDpwPcLOXQ

✰ inspired: https://youtu.be/Mb2yyt7N_7s
https://youtu.be/Qx20_eo078s

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Hey everyone! i just wanted to get a bit personal with you guys if that’s ok (YOU DONT NEED TO READ IT ALL BTW ITS OK!)

soooo as you all probably already noticed as i’ve been shifting out into different things I draw in my videos (for example mlp) and not sticking to my usual dsmp content my videos haven’t been doing as good

Ive sorta fallen out of the dsmp fandom a bit the past few months and only drawing that kinda stuff for my channel was my mistake cause now that i wanna change i don’t think that much people really like it.

i started changing my content to other things cause i started to feel really unmotivated to do literally anything for my channel doing dsmp

now here’s the personal part-

so i’m sure you all know i do make money off my videos and this started around 2021 when dsmp was at its peak

i don’t wanna say exactly how much im making or was making at the time but it was quite a bit

now not as much

now the only reason i wanna bring this up is cause i recently started paying rent when i turned 18 and have been helping
out my family every time i get paid plus also buying important things for myself

we don’t really have too much money but we always get by that even if it’s hard most times

now this brings me back to my channel

i’m not getting paid as much cause i’ve changed my content

and i’ve changed my content cause i wasn’t happy with only doing dsmp stuff

doing it made it feel more like i was doing it for the money other than myself and i hate thinking that way of something i loved

i’m also afraid of fully switching my content and stoping dsmp stuff all together cause i know mostly everyone only is subbed to me cause of that sorta content and would leave otherwise.

now i know some people are gonna say “well why don’t you just get a job?” and to that i wanna say

i have been thinking about it ever since i was still in school but what’s really stopping me from actually getting one is my anxiety

it’s really bad to the point where i can shut down and go mute at any moment if any little thing makes me feel uncomfortable or anxious

i’m always thinking the worst of things when i’m not home

even when i am home the safest place i feel is in my room which i know sounds bad but i don’t know how to fix that

i’m literally 18 and can’t even answer a phone call without having my sister do it for me or order food or something like that without my dad doing it for me which is pretty sad

i hardly even post on any of my socials too cause i’m just scared of being embarrassed or rejected on any of them cause youtube is like my safe place if that makes any sense

that’s why i loved doing youtube! i was able to work from home in my room doing what i loved without actually having to talk to someone in person

but now that’s not really working out as well as it use to

i dont want this to sound like i’m complaining about my channel or anything cause i really am great full for all you have done for me and sticking by me throughout my time on youtube so far

it really does mean a lot!! i do wish there was more i could do to show appreciation to you guys

but i just wanted to be transparent about what’s going on and why my channel is changing the way that it is

I also wanna bring up i do commissions and they’re always open! i might take a while to get it done cause i do get busy or unmotivated sometimes but i will try my best!

if any one is interested my prices are on my twitter and instagram ^^

i just need any way to save up money as of right now

maybe i’ll try to sell some of my dsmp merch i’ve bought lol

but thank you all if you made it this far reading my little rant